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sometimes I think my lack of self-belief is my most reliable system. It’s like my internal gravity is slightly off, so every time I approach confidence, I just slingshot around it and end up back at “perhaps I’m not built for this”. I watch people who move through life certain of their own brilliance, and it feels like observing a strange species: homo affirmativus . They glow like radioactive lab experiments gone right. Yet I wonder if they, too, have late-night malfunctions